My face seeks the shelter in my palms,
A weak protection from the storm of uncertainty.
Run away from me!
Stop following me into the darkness,
We are not too far yet for you to be saved.
…Excuse me miss,
What would you like today?
Can I think for a moment?
Why the choices again?
Can I please… No, wait…
I just changed my mind.
Could I first have my confidence back
Followed up by some trust on the side
Could I have some hope for a drink
For desert give me back my beliefs
in something higher.
Can I have no ice in my drink?
Why? Can your heart get any colder?
You chose the worst possible time
To enter my life.
You are pure as tears I shed… just months ago.
I don’t think I am…
Love is what you are all about.
As of today, I don’t believe in love.
Maybe one day my heart will thaw.
I think one day I will allow it to feel again.
I know one day I’ll be able to look up
And find my reflection in someone’s eyes.
If you are still hanging there,
Maybe they’ll be yours.
That being said… you are free to go,
Escape from me
For I am too dangerous
As of right now.
You are kind, simple and true,
I cannot let you near this poison.
No, you can’t,
This chair is taken
By my thoughts,
This meal I can’t share
Please allow me to have it alone.